The first time I used a sex doll, I had no idea what to expect. I had heard various opinions about them—some people said they were just a way to avoid real relationships, while others argued they could provide a meaningful alternative to human intimacy. What I found was somewhere in between.

The experience wasn’t just about physical pleasure—it was about exploring my desires and connecting with myself in a way I hadn’t before. The doll, while inanimate, felt like a canvas on which I could project my fantasies, without fear of judgment or the complexities of human emotion. I was able to engage with intimacy on my own terms, and in doing so, I felt a sense of ownership over my own sexual expression.

While some may view this as a purely physical experience, for me, it was a valuable opportunity to explore intimacy in a different way. It gave me the freedom to enjoy sex without the pressure of emotional entanglements or expectations. The first time with a sex doll didn’t feel awkward or uncomfortable; instead, it felt like an empowering and enlightening exploration of my own sexuality.